if its not one whore, its two of them.

 i sware to god, and this dude acts like its fucking normal.  he acts like we should all just know about each other and just get along.  well I'm sorry but we are in Texas,  not some mormon ass state that believes in polygamy. why would anyone need as many bitches as this dude has in a week??   like I'm not even kidding we can count them:

1.me 

2.cici  (the stupid bitch that plays with his heart all the time)

3.denise  (the one he picked over me like 8 years ago)

4christina  (the prostitute that doesn't charge bobby, also his friends ex-wife also one of  johns hoes)

5.krissy (but she just died so theres one less but she still counts because the week isn't over)

6.april   (the one that denies fucking him)

7.gia  (the fat one that thinks he's just with her)

8.shelby   (the needy attention whore denise brought around like a dumbass)

9.lindsay( the ugly skinny retarded liar that needs to go home to her fucking baby also one of johns hoes)

10.jade  (cicis ugly fat gap tooth friend she doesn't know is fucking bobby)

11.shyanne  (some fat bitch that thinks she's some kind of goddess but she's really just a broke ass heroin junky whore)

12.stevie (not really sure if she's fucking bobby or not but i think they have now but she's pretty she just talks a lot a lot. )

13.gretchen  (( who could be his own daughter (his words))

14.jen (his cousins hoe)((who's in fucking jail and thinks he wants to marry btw))

if there is more i can't think of there names right now but like thats a fuck ton and these bitches come by like one after another , just taking turns and shit like everything is just peachy.    


bobby always tells me "why can't you just be normal and get along with people"     and i can get along with motherfuckers.  but I'm not trying to be friends with none of these bitches.  like none of them are on the level I'm on. none of them are on a level i want to be on... so like why the fuck would i want to waste my time trying to be friends with them.  I'm not fucking them.  well i guess technically i am since he fucking is and I'm fucking him.  but like this motherfuckers house is a revolving fucking door.  


and these bitches aren't 'bad' I'm insecure as fuck and i know I'm the prettiest one.  like by far, and they don't do nothing for him that i do.  so why does he even have them around?  its gross and not to mention it hurts my feelings.  i been hanging on to this dude for the last 12 years. why?what the fuck is wrong  with me? obviously he's not ready for any kind of commitment but then why does he say he loves me? why won't he stop fucking with me, its not like he has no other options because they're literally drooling at his fucking feet.  why do i let him treat me so bad and still want this dude? something is wrong with me i think.  i mean I've been told that my way of thinking is like off,  but i don't understand what it is...im aware that i shouldn't hold on to this dude I'm aware that its not normal,  but what I'm unaware of is what it is that makes me do it.

hes not like so nice to me that it makes it hard to leave. thats for sure.  he doesn't make me feel so good about myself that like my ego is thru the roof,  he doesn't do shit for me like on his own... he actually considers his precious cici on everything and she don't do shit for the dude but play games with him.  he's like 41 years old she's barely fucking 26 wtf is she even going to be willing to put into their relationship,  nothing, which is exactly what she's been putting in.  but he chases her.  i tinhk thats what it is she makes him chase her.  but she's not doing it because she wants him she does it because she doesn't fucking want him. 

with me its all or nothing.  i don't want you sometimes i don't want half i want it all, or i don't want a fucking thing. 

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